Preparing for King's Table
My name is Ryan, and I am a Christian.
I am in San Antonio, Texas, today, blessed to have been invited to attend the King’s Table men’s conference, Gather the Kings, and share my experience with all of you following along from home. This 3-day men’s conference is happening at XTreme Harvest Church beginning tomorrow (Thursday) evening. The morning began having breakfast at a little local restaurant with Pastor Jamie Tuttle, who is one of the founders of the conference. He is man of love, passion, and humility, and I am eager to hear more from him as the conference gets underway.
Sometimes, amidst the hustle, stress, and general business of life, it can be easy to forget that. It isn’t that being Christian, loving our Lord, or living a Christ-like life goes away. But sometimes the idea of self and being a man of God can be drowned out by the noises of life and the responsibilities that we carry as men – being the provider for our families, the rock for our friends in difficult times, the leaders of our social circles, the father’s of our children…
I spent the afternoon visiting the Mission San José, a historic mission and national park here in the city. Built in the 1700s, the Mission San José ceased to be a mission in the 1800s, and in the 1900s the Franciscan’s returned and still worship there today. In the 104 years it was a mission, over 2,000 people were baptized.
In this sacred space, history and Christianity are preserved in what feels like a moment paused in time, captured in silent reverence to the Lord amidst the modern world outside. The stone buildings are giant, capturing the ominous and glorious nature of the Father in the magnificent manor that seems to be so forgotten in modern churches.
I walked through centuries-old spaces where food was once stored. I stepped through a field where numerous worshippers were laid to rest in unmarked resting space. I prayed alongside a Relic of Saint Francis and sat in reverence on a pew before the Mission’s elegant altar.
It is in this silence, I find stillness. All of those responsibilities, all of the noise, and all of the distractions slip away to lay bare only the self. We are at our most vulnerable, honest, and focused in these moment – when we take that moment to “be still and know that [He is] God.”
I found in that moment excitement and anticipation for this conference and what the next few days will bring. That moment is a reconnection of self. It is a reminder and also a confirmation of who I am.
My name is Ryan, and I am a Christian.






